I am literally stuck right now. The back is so gone...lol...I keep getting stuck in my chair which I am right now. I can not push down on the chair arms or the desk to pull myself up...causes too much pain. I have to wait for my daughter to get up to pull me straight up from it. For now...I am stuck. I want to say, "Why? Why? Why?" like a victim. I stop myself and say it with a more curious inflection in my head. "Why?" "Why am I unable to move...unable to "do" even the small bit I was able to do before the back went out again. Why am I so immobilized right now? Does someone or something out there or in here want me "still"? What comes to mind as I write this is: "Be still and Know that I am God." (Psalm 46:10) Okay...I think God and I have to have a little chat.
All is well in my chair bound world.
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