Faith in the Ultimate Splendor

 Life has a grand and infinitely creative design.  We just need to look at a flower...truly look at it, see how its petals are perfectly and  numerically placed; or at a butterfly to see how the exisquite  shapes on its wings are constantly repeating themself as pattern- to know there is not only an intelligent  plan to the universe but  a Supreme All-Knowing Architech who designed it all.
-Me

Two things are coming to my mind as I write this morning: the words of Andersen's fifth meditation and a documentary that serendipity has brought to me when I literally just asked the queston it had answered.

I often question: Why am I here writing this blog? Why am I seeking to understand and know what all these philosphers, poets, scientists, writers, teachers, yogis, and spiritual teachers are teaching? What am I looking for?

I am being guided.

I am being guided towards the same thing all of us are looking for,  "joyful faith in the One Self that unites us all".  I came across this in a 2015 entry in my devotional today and that is what it reminded me of. All these teachings point me to this faith...by pointing me to the Self within and without me.

There is a divine order to life  that even scientists are picking out.  I always hated math becasue I was afraid of it, I think. I avoided it even those who love math would try to convince  me of how dependable, predictable and logical it was in explaining phenomena. To me...it just never made sense.

  Now I see how the universal design is based on mathematical principles that can be explained by formulas like E= MC2 or Z (2 arrows pointing in opposite directions) z2+C.  Wow!

There is a connection between science and spirituality that cannot be denied. Spirit is energy and energy is everywhere,  creating everything.

Hmmm!

How can I not have faith then - complete confidence in this ultimate splendor?

All is well.

Must See:

Inner World; Outer World. 2012 Amazon Prime Videos

Note: My spell check is not working.  Excuse the numerous typos please.  I write too fast to catch them.

Ordinary Weed

Note: This entry is not about marijauna!!! lol

Ordinary Weed

I caught a glimpse of an ordinary  weed blowing in the breeze,
yellow flowers stretching up with tender browning leaves.
I stared at it intensely  as if it was the most delightful thing
and the poplar branches noticed and began to sweetly  sing.
They sung of its true essence while I simply held my breath
and I felt the life within it though it was surely close to death.
It vibrated through the grass where my feet were planted still
and travelled up into my limbs emptying me of thought or will.
It seemed to become a part of me when it settled in my heart
vibrating with the hum of life, reminding  me I too was a part
of some great moving energy, an invisible ripple or a wave.
Like the weed, not long for this world, I am here to serve and save
by allowing this changeless essence that makes us who we are
to flow through my impermenent form; expanding out and far.

©Dale-Lyn ( Pen) September, 2020 

Sat out with my tea this morning.  I cannot even say it was a conscious decsion to go outside.  I just found myself walking out to the back yard and plopping down on an old beat up lawn chair that is there. I said okay...I will just practice some mindfulness while I am here. 

Not so easily done.

I had thoughts carrying me away from the moment, you know, the usual. I focused on breath and the thoughts came and pulled me away again.  I brought myself back to breath.  All great and good for awhile but off I went again on another thought train about how I was having a challenging time focusing on breath lol. 

Then something in me said it was okay...just notice what is, that it is as it is and be okay with it.  As that thought came to me, I turned my head and saw this big weed growing by the fire pit.  It was an ordinary weed that I would have passed over a thousand times but this time something drew me to it.  It obviously had weathered a dry season and looked like it was not long for this world.  I decided to focus on it instead of breath.  And for a while there were no thoughts... just it and the breeze in my awareness...It was lovely...Then suddenly, out of this space, the words came, "I caught a glimpse of a weed blowing in the breeze; yellow flowers stretching up with tender browning leaves." I knew then it was poem time lol.

So I got up and came here.  Voila!!! Judge as you see fit...or...do yourself a favour and judge not...just allow it to be whatever it is without a need to say it is good or bad.  :)

All is well in my world.

Is Suffering Real or Not?

Bad luck doesn't overtake you; you create it. Success isn't the result of hard work; it's the result of right thinking.
Andersen, Uell S.. 


Does Suffering Exist?

Also since I began this study of Three Magic words I was finding the suggestion that we should deny the negative  difficult very difficult to digest.  I write and speak and dwell  a lot on the first noble truth of Buddhism: Suffering Exists. If the negative includes those painful human experiences that  cause or lead to suffering, how can we deny it?  More importantly: Why would we want to?

Part of the learning I write about is that this "suffering" can be the catalyst that takes us inward to a higher understanding...that can help us heal once and for all.  When we understand what causes suffering...our minds...more specifically our mental response to painful experience , we can set ourselves free once and for all.  Finding the true source of suffering...will lead us to healing from it once and for all. To deny it and not look at those "negative experiences" that come our way seems counterintuitive to this healing or transformation that seems so necessary for the human race.

Yet I know what Andersen is saying...we can bypass the need to learn to transform suffering  if we simply learn that suffering is so unnecessary ...if we don't create it in the first place.

My Path to Understanding and Freedom from Suffering

In my approach, which echoes the Buddhist approach, we create suffering in our minds.  We react to Life with resistance and struggle instead of simply allowing it to be.  Once we see what we are doing and start planting positive seeds...our internal lives will change and therefore will our external lives.   We will eventually learn to use the mind  with the approach of looking at suffering and seeing it for what it is, to transform it into a higher level of awareness.

• We have a perception that our worlds are negative and painful
• We recognize and accept the sense of suffering as very real
• We see that painful life circumstance is not the cause but our reaction to it is
• We see the mind as the source of suffering
• We learn to control the mind
• We plant and water  seeds of peace, happiness, joy, compassion and love
• Suffering gives way to Love and the Ultimate Reality

Do We Need to Learn From Suffering Or Can We Bypass that Step?

In Andersen's approach , we are asked to deny the first bullet.  Instead of "perceiving" the world as negative and painful...don't give those experiences that seem negative and painful any of your attention. Don't focus on the negative.  If you walk down the street and you see someone crying in pain on one side of the road and another person laughing with joy on the other side...ignore the one crying and focus on the one laughing.

This is very counterintuitive to the Buddhist teachings of "Suffering Exists' and the importance of service and compassion. Still...does it offer a more direct route to the Ultimate truth?

Life : Not The Cause of Suffering

What if we were to skip those first two bullets in my approach all together,  and go right to "We see that painful life circumstance is not the cause of suffering but our reaction to it is". This takes us right to Andersen's main point: The first cause is always mental. What we are doing in my approach is coming to the realization by going through the negative experience  that the life experience is not causing me suffering...my response to it is.  When I respond mentally and emotionally to life circumstance that is the problem. 

What if we came to that realization without actually having to go through a painful experience? Andersen also says that the life experience is not the cause of suffering...the life experience came from mind, as a result of it rather than our thoughts being simply a reaction to it.

Both approaches state clearly then...that the mind is the source of suffering, not life and what it gives us to deal with. If we learn to control the mind and start planting and watering healthy seeds we will have a healthy life.

Indirect Route to the Same Truth?

My approach, however, seems to be the long way around the pond in comparison to Andersen's. Andersen tells us we do not need to learn from suffering if suffering was never anything we had to deal with in the first place beacsue it was never anything "real". If we stopped believing in it and knew it wasn't real. His focus says we do not need to recognize suffering, accept it, or learn from it if we see that it is all just an illusion  in the mind.  We can go right to learning that our life is what we plant in our minds. We just need to plant healthy and real  seeds instead of negative ones (unreal, only illusion)  and we will never have the illusion of  painful experience to learn from.  We already learned what needed to be learned.

According to ACIM: that would be...

Nothing real can be threatened

nothing unreal exists

Herein lies the peace of God.

 

Hmmm! complicated, I know. I am not sure if this teaching his led me away from my present approach to understanding suffering but it certainly made me question.  I need to think more on this.

 

 

All is well!

 

 

ACIM ( 2007) A course in Miracles: Combined Text. Foundation For Inner Peace.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.





Planting Seeds

Mind is the principle center of creation.
Jack Kornfield


I am not sure that everything we are given, be it beautiful or painful, is a result of the thoughts we place in USC.  I am not sure our thinking is directly responsible for the external experiences we encounter.  I do believe, however, that our lives are a result of what we do with them. I believe there is, at play, more forces than thought and belief creating our external worlds.  This thought and belief can determine the quality of life we live.

After this quote, Jack Kornfield goes on to say that maybe we cannot create the exact life we want through our thinking but, at least, we can plant the best possible seeds in our minds, therefore in our lives, that will make our expereiences  more positive and beautiful, despite the challenges we encounter.

These seeds are compassion, kindness, patience, genorosity, selflessness, peace and love.

Hmmm!

What is given to us in this life time doesn't matter as much as what we do with it. 
Jack Kornfield

Jack kornfield (2017) Episode Three: Karma and the Power of Intention.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBHckuY09iA

By Any Other Name?

What's in a name? that which we call a rose by any other name will smell as sweet.
Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet; Act II, Scene II

Before I begin explaining what resonates with me in Andersen's book, more specifically in terms of how to understand the lives we are living...I want to clear up something that may easily be misconstrued.

I do realize that even the mention of this book and its philosphies is going to make many of us who were raised under the doctrine of traditional western religion...very uneasy.  I,still under the influence of some strong coditioning, squirm a bit as I attempt to explain Andersen's teachings.  For that reason, I am even more determined to understand why the teachings are uneasy and instead of turning my back to them out of "fear" I want to look even deeper. 

God is the Greatest.

Yesterday , or the day previously, I wrote that the USC was subordinate to the conscious mind.  I, by no means, meant to say that God wasn't the greatest , most almighty force in the universe.  I believe God to be so.  Andersen, I think, believed that as well.  If the USC is the Mind of God...it is the most powerful thing there is and ever will be.

I can just hear the "Oh My, how can you say that??? We are talking abour "God"!! How can you reduce "Him"  to a part of the human mind?  How can you say God is inside us ? Blaspehemy!  Blaspehmy! Blaspehmy!!!"

Using Different Words is Not Blaspehmous

I asked you in the last entry not to get too hung up on concepts, labels or words.

Sometimes, I fear that we revere the name of something more so than we revere or take the time to understand what the name is pointing to.  All a name does is point to or label something, right?  When we do this...we reduce the something that  is named into a concept, an idea. We reduce the essence of it into words and symbols the conscious mind can make sense of of. What is pointed to, named or labelled is usually so much greater than the name.

"God" is a name,  a label...we have given to this Almighty Everything, right? In other philsophies God is "That which cannot be named".  Even in the Bible God refers to Himself as "I Am That I Am." So in Andersen's claim that God is the USC that is in all of us. ...we just used a different name, a diffrent pointer, a different concept  to describe something that is really "Too Great' to be put into words; that is much greater than any concept or term or name could ever explain.  We just used a different pointer to point to the same thing.

Subordinate? 

Then to say this Great Thing That Really Cannot Be Named is subordinate to our limited human minds...can certainly seem like a "blasphemous " and untrue statement to make.  We are, afterall, by no means  greater than God. (I use the term God and I still attach to that pointer, an image of a loving father.  Even though when I really examine this "idea" I see how limted it in its ability to explain what God is. Still I use it. )

Anway...if God is the Greatest  power, how can God be subordinate to our minds?  Using my conceptual way of understanding God...we can say that the USC/God is subordinate only in the way a loving father is subordinate to his child's needs and wishes.  The conscious mind, our human form is the child created by the Father.  We desire something and if we have faith in it...it is placed in the USC/ The Mind of God...and God, loving His child, provides.  "Ask and you shall receive". 

Does that make it any easier to digest?

I hope so. We really cannot get hung up on terms..and need to seek the essence behind the name...the essence of what the name points to.

All is well in my world.


Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

The Universal Subconscious Mind, According to Andersen

The Subconscious Mind is the most powerful creative instrument in the universe; it spans space and time, manifests form from substance, reaches out to all knowledge. And it exists in every man!

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . 





What is the Universal Subconscious Mind?

As I contemplate Andersen's teachings I have to address what the Universal Subconscious Mind is...which I abbreviated in my hand written notes as the USC.  It is very challenging to write Universal Subconscious Mind down in long hand as often as it is required when the long hand is a very lazy hand. :)

I would like to explain what I perceive Andersen meant by it before I discuss what his description triggered in my own belief system.

According to Andersen:

The Universal Subconscious Mind is the One Mind we all share.  Is the source from which we have all sprung into physical form; the Source that creates absolutely everything in the world we perceive with our five senses and beleive to be real.  So the USC is the Creator of all things , including us in these bodies and minds.

How Does it Create?

It creates from thought.  Being no more than energy it creates using energy...the energy of our thoughts...more specifically... thoughts we plant in it with conviction.  Therefore it creates what we believe to be true, what we have "faith" in.

The Sub in Subconscious

Sub means below right? So the USC exists below or beneath the conscious mind. The conscious mind is that tip of the ice berg we can see, the Subconscious mind is that which we cannot.  The consconscious mind is simply a tool the ego uses, a filter for selecting and making sense of the information that comes into us through our five senses.  It is the part of us then that thinks and then takes thoughts it has faith in and places them in the subconscious mind. It actually tells the USC what to create. The Sub -conscious is Sub-ordinate to the conscious mind. Once a thought makes it to the USC...it is manifested in the external world.

The USC creates what we think with faith and conviction

For example, Say if you have a personal or collective thought in the conscious mind that human immune systems are ineffective in preventing us from getting sick from a particular disease.  The more you are "convinced" of this or have "faith" in this thought. ... the more likely it will come to be. Say everyone around you is thinking and sharing the same thought, some experts did experiements that proved it could be true , stories of people getting sick  are all over the news or on TV. ...the more likely you are to have conviction and faith in its validity. You become convinced this thought is true .  With that conviction the thought gets put into the Sunconscious Mind by the Conscious Mind...where all strong beleivable thoughts are kept...not just yours but everybodies...One Shared Mind remember.  Then when you are exposed to the pathogens of this disease...you become sick. Not because of the bug but because your beleif had to be manifested once it was placed in the USC as is the law.

Another example.  You truly believe that there is money all around  in unlimited supply.  You beleive this because you may have grown up rich. The thought became a conviction placed in the USC long ago. As an adult there seems to be money all around you...you are success with the stocks you have chosen, you win money, you find money, your business ventures prove to be very ptofitable. This is not because of circumstances or luck but because you just believe in the unlimited supply of money.

So we had a thought from conscious mind, and we had faith or conviction in the thought making it a bleief .  This belief then was put into the USC .  Once there , there is no choice but for it to manifest into something the five senses can perceive.

Why does the USC create?

The USC is the invisible, infinite, birthless, deathless, timeless, changeless essence that exists in every single creation that it makes.  It is the essence of everything. It is God. It expresses Itself through what It creates. It creates to express Itself.

Forever Evolving

The USC is a Creating Machine.  All things we see in life were created by thought.  We were created by a thought.  All evolution is based on creative change that came about from thought...more specifically desire...that was placed in the USC.  It is the USC's desire to express Itself in Life...to forever expand upward and outward so it can see and know Itself in finite form. That desire is for life...to expand upward and outward from one level of existence to another. The fish had a desire to walk on land as its marine habitat began to change...that was placed in USC...there emerged the creation of the most basic land animals...which continued to desire to live, to expand upward and outward until we had humans.  Now humanity is expanding upward and outward from form to formless. We are evolving into a higher level of consciousness...awareness of what the USC is.

The USC is forever expanding upward and outward in Life and Love.

Of course, this is all accorrding to Andersen. We are using pointers and concepts and terms.  Don't get hung up on them.


Hmmm!  I will get back to more of what I beleive at a later date.  This is my interpretation of his interpretation, K? Don't take my word for it. If you truely want to understand what Andersen meant by USC you need to read the book yourself.

All good.


Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition. 

Does Thought Really Create Our Negative Experiences?

It would be impossible to elicit admission from anyone in the world that he consciously desired these negative things [Illness, Poverty etc]. Yet, if he has them, just as surely as there is life, he has ordered them for himself.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . Location 126



Not Completely Confident With That Statement

I love the messages in the book.  I do.  But I had with me, from the beginning of my studying it , this little knot in me that wouldn't let one thought through into the Belief /Manifesting Machine of my mind: This thought that if we think positively enough we will only encounter positive circumstance. Our negative circumstances are all a result of our thinking, nothing else, and can be avoided  by adapting a new positive belief system. 

I am not going to argue if this is true or not true.  I am really not qualified to say either way.  I don't know if that is possible or not. 

My conditioned  mind says, "No way!"

My gut says, "Possibly... when humans reach that level of Self-realization and evolution... we will see and use the power within us to its full potential."

But I  cannot  solidify that as a truth within me at this point, no matter how I meditate, tap, affirm? And according to this teaching, if I cannot do that it will not become a belief in me from which I can operate or lets say "manifest".

Confident in "The Power of Postive Thinking" 

What I do know from my own life expereince and watching this mind of mine...is that thoughts lead to feelings...feelings lead to actions and actions lead to consequences.

And I do believe in "the power of postive thinking".  I believe it will make our lives so much better to think consistently positive rather than negative.  I agree 100 % with that part of the teaching.  I just may differ in the reasoing behind it.

Our thinking will determine the types of lives we live

Look at it this way, if you are constantly thinking negative thoughts,  seeing only gloom and doom you are likely going to feel feardul, depressed, angry, frustrated and you will then act accordingly.  You may withdraw from all the wonderful people and things  outside your comfort zone   because your mind is telling you they cannot be trusted, or they may hurt you etc.  You may not take chances , go on adventures, step out of your protective and very limiting shells. You may then  miss out on the sunlight and the beauty all around you. Your life will remain dark and limited.  You will only see in it that which supports your negative convictions about people, life and yourself.  In this case...your  thinking has definitely created a negative experience for you.

If you are consistently positive in your thinking...you may feel more "up" energy wise.  You are more likley to feel happy, excited, energetic, enthusiastic.  You are also more likely, because of these feelings, to take chances, get out there, see the good in other people and things.  ...really live your life.  This thinking which directly results in a postive attitude and approach to life is going to give you more opportunity, show you more wonderful things...so your life will be fulfilled.

So a negative frame of thinking will usually lead to negative life consequences.  A positive frame of mind will likely lead to more positive.  Simple to understand right?

Do our thoughts really determine our expereinces or simply our perceptions of them? 

I do think our thinking will determine the quality of our lives. Does that mean, however, that the person who thinks negatively never has blessings trot across their path or the person who thinks positively will never lose a loved one, a job, have an accident or illness? Do the circumstances actually change with a change in thought or just the perception and the response  to them? If we are surrounded with negative life circumstance at a point in our lives are we totally to blame   because we "thought wrong"? Isn't that just going to add more negativity to an already negative mind? Or is it possible that there is another part of this life force at play?

Part of the Grand Plan

Is it possible that all the circumstances that come our way...come for a reason, the soul purpose being for transformation, growth and evolution?  I truly believe we are all meant to move upward and outward right?  We agree on that? We are meant to grow, change, evolve.  Would we do that if our life circumstances were always "easy" and we didn't have to step outside our comfort zone?

Probably not, right?

Suffering Has a Purpose

Suffering is the  greatest transformational tool there is.  We need challenge, obstacles, a bit of "unruffling" in our exterior lives to make us go inward so that we can expand ourward and upward.

You see there is the pain that comes from life events...a given, natural sucession of waves that we all expereince.  Change, loss, deterioration are all necessary steps in evolution. This is not necessarily suffering. How our minds perceive and respond to these pain inducing circumstances is where the suffering comes in. 

What does the mind do with all that 'bumpiness"on your natural evolutionary path to expansion?   

It is true that the  person chossing neagtive thought over positive ( and it is a choice at some level)  may look upon a challenging event that life has possibly offered as a gift...as a curse; seeing themselves as victims to yet another cruel trick played on them by life....leading them to resist, struggle against, deny, avoid, numb, retract into their comfort zones etc. 

When the mind does this ...this is suffering.  It wasn't the circumstance but the mental approach to it that created this notion of "suffering". Until they recognize how their own thinking and not Life is causing suffering, they will not evolve.  Given enough suffering, however, they may find, as a last resort, the need to turn inward, thus they may use this suffering ...they did indeed create...as a door to higher consciousness.

The person who thinks positively, however, could still have a crapload of unpleasant and challenging circumstances dumped on their door step...but they might respond differently to them.  They may see it as a gift...or at least as something that is not necessarily negative or positive.  They may see the learning potential in it and they may do, what Eckhart Tolle, says we could do with such things without the need to believe that our thinking is or isn't creating it, "Allow it and accept it as if you have chosen it." 

Allow and Accept As If You Have Chosen It

Allow it: Don't resist it or push it away...don't label it as more evidence the world is offering to justify your negativity.  It simply is what it is.  And it is. You really cannot deny its reality as a circumstance in your life right now.  I don't care how positive you are...the circumstance is what it is. Really...no matter how much you try to deny that you were fired...that doesn't change the fact that you were fired.  Try showing up at your old desk for work the next day and see what happens.

Accept it: Allow it; then accept it as a natural part of the evolution of you, of humanity in general.  Life isn't punishing you...it is trying to assist you and all of mankind  in your growing upward and outward. Accepting means having faith taht Life has a plan you cannot yet understand.

As if you have chosen it: This is the key whether you agree to Andersen's book and other New age teaching...or not.  I am not sure if my thinking directly caused this challenging  circumstance in my life...this obstacle on my road to peace...but if I see it as if I chose it...what a difference that makes.  I feel empowered.  I will stop complaining and resiting it.  I will open my arms and embrace it .  I will appreciate it and learn from it. These are emotions that enrich life, create wellness and satisfaction with one's life.  I will grow and expand ...not despite the challenge...but because of it! I will see what the person still lost in their unconscious suffering has yet to see...that suffering can take me to higher consciousness.

It creates a totally different mindset and a totally different playing fiedl.  Does it not?

Choose to Look at Life Circumstances Differently

So whether Andersen's statement that our minds and our thinking are  100 % directly related to our circumstances is true or not...doesn't matter. Maybe it is absolutely true ...may not be. Until we evolve enough to truly know this, simply act as if you have chosen the circumstances that show up in your life.  They will then all become blessings and your life will then indeed be blessed. Your perception of "problems" and "a hard life" will change whether the circumstances do or not.

All is well in my world.

Side note: I do believe in miracles, divine intervention and serendipity. I asked that question yesterday: "Did I cause this with my thinking?"...when I was pondering over a challenging circumstance in my life.  I also prayed over it, intended a resolution during a very healing yoga practice I had. And yesterday the resolution I was looking for... for this other person...seemed to miracously appear.  She was more or less "guided" to discovering  a certain peace. Then...this morning as I sat at the kitchen table to listen to some profound words, as I am contemplating Andersen's book and  the question, "Did my thinking cause this?" ...this video was there when I flicked on  you tube:

Eckart Tolle (August 31, 2020) Simple Recipe for Overcoming Suffering/Eckhart's Life Practices
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xANjrN3rVvE

How cool is that?

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Complete Confidence?

I have complete confidence that every circumstance that comes my way is part of a perfect plan to convert the image of my faith into physical reality.
Uell S. Andersen, Three Magic Words: Fourth Meditation

Feeling physically unwell and dealing with a challenging parenting issue that has left me a little deflated.  Now I know I said I was going to do my best to think only positive thoughts for thirty days...to "deny" all negative circumstance... but I have to admit it is challenging.  It is challenging not to build thought from circumstance, and instead have complete confidence on the Greater Something that can solve it all.

And I look at my circumstances with a great sense of responsibility and ask, "Did I create all this??? What the %^&* kind of crap do I have hidden in my subconscious to create this? More importantly, how the heck do I  get it out of there before I am swallowed up by some man-eating whale I manifest?"

Man...I need a break lol.

But I don't do I? It simply is what it is. It is all as it is for a reason. I just have to keep practicing and doing my best to fill my head with the positive truth of existence.

Anyway, it is all good...all part of the perfect plan.

First Cause is Mental

Thought plus Conviction equals Manifestation. There is manifested in your experience exactly that which you are convinced of!

...
Thus our thoughts are turned into things and we can neither start nor stop the process; we can only control our thinking.
Uell S. Andersen

Is the First Cause of All We See  Mental?

This is by far the greatest take away from Andersen's book and the thing I truly want to examine: The first cause is always mental. In other words, whatever you see around you...be it a person, a relationship, a thing, or a circumstance...it, whatever it is, began in your mind.  It is a thought thing.  Things come from thoughts; thoughts do not come from things.

Do you see truth in that statement? 

Or are you like the most of us still stuck in this idea that our thoughts come from things.  Do you see yourself  reactively thinking to the things your five senses deliver to you. 

For you,  is it more of a: 

I "think' he does not like me because I see his face...and I hear the way he talks to me...and I feel his distance.

or a:

He has that look on his face, is talking to me in that way and is keeping his distance because I think that he does not like me?

Does this sound like you:

I am thinking the world is an awful place because  right now I see violence and injustice everywhere I turn around, I hear about war and destruction on the radio and my lover just broke up with me.

or a:

I am noticing so much chaos and destructiveness, focusing on the bad news I am hearing about war and possibly my lover broke up with me because I tend to think negatively.

Another:


I think I am a successful writer because my book got published

or a:

My book got published because I think like a successful writer?

Oh...one more:

I know I am healthy because I feel great and my doctor tells me all my test results are normal

or a:

My doctor is telling me all my tests results are normal and I feel great because I know I am healthy?

Normal Belief is That Things Come Before Thoughts

Most of us will likely use the first type of statement.  We tend to believe that our thoughts come as a response to what we are experiencing in our worlds.  We believe we are simply having thoughts in response to what our five senses deliver to us from the external environment. 

"Winter is cold" is a thought form that arises from experiencing a Canadian winter in January.  Right? That is a logical conclusion. We experience something personally or collectively, we form a thought about it and the more we "experience" it, the more we are convinced of the thought's truth.  It gets stored away as a core belief. 

The Abnormal Turn Around

Yet Andersen, as well as many other spiritual and quantum teachers will tell us that...the first cause is always mental.  The experience of cold in winter didn't come from some natural ecological law about where we are in distance from the equator.  The experience of cold came from the thought: winter is cold, and not from experiencing a Canadian winter. Without the thought...it wouldn't be cold.

Chosen or lucky?

So if we are living the Life of Riley, prosperous and rich, with blessing upon blessing steeped upon us, healthy, fit, loving and beloved...is it because of some random twist of fate, singling us out , putting us in the right place and the right time? Are we just "chosen as special" or  "lucky?"

Or could we  be experiencing life this way, because of the beliefs we have stored in our subconscious.  Beliefs we know with conviction to be true. Could we have thoughts like, "It is a great life...so much opportunity to go around; I see blessing everywhere; There is no limitation or lack in my life; There is so much abundance to go around; I am healthy because we are all meant to be healthy; I love my body and am so grateful for it...I take good care of it; there is so much love in the world; I have so much in me and it feels so good to love, to give...and it keeps coming back to me the more I give; my neighbour isn't evil or bad even though he might have done some terrible things...he just doesn't see clearly...well I see clearly.  I see the good in him...the good in everybody including ,myself.  My goodness, it is good to be alive!!"

Thinking Becomes Reality...A Bit of Hope.

Is it possibly that what we think becomes our reality?  Does the possibility of this not give you at least a bit of hope. It gives me hope and that is reason enough to pursue this possibility.

Not so Lucky?

My reality right now, seems to get me thinking  Life is tough.  I lost my respectable income for reasons beyond my control. I am now living below the poverty line and I  have adult children dependent on me financially because of COVID and other things ( I mean D. 's contribution makes life easier but as an independent woman I am determined to remain so financially...I will not make my lack of substantial income his problem). The sources of income I was dependent on to help supplement us: the apartment downstairs and my yoga classes are no longer feasible because of COVID and a change in plans. I still have yet to finish paying for it.  I feel unwell but I can't go anywhere with that but inward.  I seem to have one crisis after another ping ponging off of me like I am some type of table. I have lost any professional designation I once had and do not have a clue how I am physically going to be able to earn an income. I have loved ones who are not well and apparently, no matter what I do to support, it is wrong or not enough. My writing ...when I find the time and ability to focus enough to get something finished and out there...is meeting rejection after rejection.  I still have this massive knot of trauma in my center, in the way of everything...and though I was hoping the changes my life has taken would help me to find a way to release it so I could have more to give...I have not had the time to sit and focus on it or me. So...I get caught up in believing that my thinking is a result of these circumstances.  My writing it all down here was my way, (my ego's way), of convincing you and myself  that I have a right to think this way.

Right has nothing to do with this!!!

If I have it backwards and my thinking isn't the way it is because of the circumstances I am encountering but instead...the circumstances are the way they are because of my thinking...man I want to change my thinking.  Wouldn't you?

The thing is I am a fairly optimistic person...so I think.  I take things in stride. I reconstruct my negative thoughts into positive ones almost automatically.  I don't get too upset or go diving down into the pit of negatively when I have to deal with a crisis or undesirable event. I keep my cool.  People I live with  would not call me a negative thinker...so why is my life teh way it is?

Prompters

Andersen talks about the buried beliefs many of us have stored inside us.  Beliefs we may only be partially aware of.  These beliefs are so ingrained in the fibers of our subconscious being that we tend to  become stronger and more insidious with every subsequent trauma. For many of us, it is these core beliefs , that are creating the circumstances we are experiencing.

My mother was right...I am not worthy.
I deserve to be punished ,not blessed.
Even if there was enough to go around, it is not right that I should take it.
I should just be glad that I have what I have, it is more than I deserve.
People can be bad and evil and will do whatever they can to hurt me.
I will never be enough or do enough.
People will always be mad at me
There is something really, really wrong with me.  I am not like other people.
I will not be accepted , let alone loved.
My needs are not important!
I am not important!

These are just some of the very toxic thoughts that many of us cling to without knowing that we are.  They hide crouching within waiting for evidence from the outside world to prove them true so they can pounce up into our reality as truth.  Though they originated possibly from things done to us...now they create the things we experience in our lives. They create our reality!

I am not saying this is absolutely true but part of it strongly believes it to be.  I want to get rid of this thinking so I can have the life...this voice beyond my demented ego tells me  we all deserve. I want to deal with the monsters in my closet.  Even if  a change in believing  doesn't manifest the perfect Life for us ...man it has got to bring a little ease, don't you think?

Something to think about all is well?


Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Three Magic Words

The only thing, the single important thing that concerns his existence on earth, is the discovery of his soul.
Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words

The sun is shining after a couple of days of much needed rain. It was lovely to wake up to its precious light pouring through my window.  I can hear cricket and bird song out there again.  It is all so good!

The Book

Have not been here very much over the last couple of weeks...dealing with some circumstance : the well issue and no water, followed by the massive clean up in the back room where the well pump  was kept and the clean up of the house in general, followed by a tired body and mind ( if the body is tired, the mind is tired lol) that was determined to really study Andersen's Three Magic Words.  For three hours a day, I soaked up each chapter, wrung and squeezed each drop I could from it.  I was determined to understand what was being said even if I didn't agree with it, even if there was still something in me blocking me from "believing' completely that which something in me tells me is true.

Still A Veil Between Me and Truth

My mind is still a bit dominated by an ego that doesn't trust the teachings, the notion that within us is so much more than that which others see.  There is still, I am discovering, a veil between me and true realization.

Not "New" Thought

At the same time, in my core as I read the beautiful words, is a resonating "yes!".  Many of us have heard of similar thought before.  Most recently, the teachings are the same as those in The Secret. Many would say it was "new age".  These teachings, however,  are not new to the world and they are not new to me.  The yoga sutras and Hindu scriptures are full of these teachings.  It echoes ACIM or ACIM echoes it ( it was written before ACIM). It is basically what Eckhart Tolle teaches and definitely what Wayne Dyer taught, as it was a book he referred to often. I see so much of what is taught in this book taught in Buddhist dharma talks and the Tao te Ching is loaded with this wisdom. Many references to science are provided, especially biology, physics and quantum mechanics that can not be denied.  So, so many great poets are quoted and echoed throughout the pages as if they were entitled to catch glimpses of the truth and spill it  out on the page before the world or  they themselves truly understood it.  Yeah...this voice within me, that so often gets drowned out my ego's incessant whining and doubting...tells me it is all true. "I", who I really am beneath my thought and my doing, knows it all to be true and perceives  the words to be a gift to whoever reads them. 

The Author

I know very little about Andersen, why he wrote this book and what he personally gained from it.  There is hints of Christian Science in it so one could wonder if he was a scientologist on a mission. Was he trying to "hypnotise" the world in to following him like some cult leader might? Was he hoping to gain wealth, recognition and success as a spiritual leader? I don't know. I really do not think it matters.  When he was writing this book, something much more powerful than any "personal, egoic" motivation he may have had...comes through. It really does.  And it is never the messenger but the message that really matters.  This message is profound! That is what matters. Besides, this book came out in 1952 and it would have been risky to publish such ideas then, wouldn't it?  Much more risky than it is now.  (Okay I had to look him up and discovered that his teachings, together with those of Earnest Holmes, were sucked up by the 50's Hollywood stars...Elvis had a copy of his book ...kind of wish I never discovered that tidbit, diminishes my faith in him a little bit...have to remind myself it isn't the messenger but the message.)

Message Blasphemous?


Of course some would see it as nothing short of blasphemous, especially when they discover what the three magic words actually are.  I recall that Wayne Dyer, during a PBS special he did, was censored and bleeped out when he dare utter these words on screen.(At least he was in the you tube clip I have of it.) It seems such an arrogant assumption to assume that those three words are true, breaching every notion ingrained into our subconscious about God, and self and life.

Yet...if we remove our reliance on "words", on labelling, on conceptual construct to explain our reality ...and look at what is being said  , without ego, without making it  into just another 'idea' , would we see the possibility in it?

To the ego, that relies so much of our conscious mind to get around here...it is indeed a blasphemous statement.  To the spirit within us, that which we really are, that sees itself as a small piece of something so grand and "almighty" , of everything...can it be anything but true?

Examining It

I really have to examine this fully.  I am in the process of acting as if it were true, doing the meditations, following the advice...testing it out.  There is no arrogance in my doing this...just humility and question, a desire to connect with Self...as I have been attempting to do long before I discovered this book. I am asking to be guided to truth as I always do...past ego and assumption. 

Will I recommend the book to you?  Hmmm? I will neither recommend it or tell you to stay away from it.  If you are meant to read it, you will.

It is all good.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Seeing and Hearing Through the Wall

 

 

And since he kept his mind on one soul aim,

Nor ever touched fierce wine, nor tasted flesh.

Not owned a sensual wish-to him the wall

That saunders ghosts and shadow-casting men

Became a crystal, and he saw them thro'it

And heard their voices talk behind the wall

And learned their elemental secrets, powers and forces.

Alfred, Lord Tennyson : Merlin and Vivien 

 

Wow! I love that.  I love Tennyson and was reminded of his greatness from this passage Andersen used.  I see him as a being, like the infamous character of Camelot, a man who somehow could see beyond the wall that separates the visible from the invisible.  I see that gift in many great poets...this ability to hear the  powers and forces so few can hear.  This gift allows them to open up to all the secrets hidden beneath what we see, hear, taste, touch, and smell so it pours out on the page so seemingly effortlessly.  I see it in great poets but I know it could be something we all can do, once we let go of our ideas of lack and limitation and have more faith in the unseen, more faith in the power within us so it can just come through us.  

 

Hmmm!  All is well. 

Serving with Love

All labor of love is not labor at all, but joyous Self-fulfillment.  Good works are simply love expressing itself and a man whose heart is full of love reckons not the support of the flesh in sweat of his brow, nor does he curse his hours of labor nor begrudge his appointed tasks.  Through his love of Life he sees in all work the opportunity to serve and serve he does, and fulfills himself and God.
Uell S. Andersen, Three Magic Words, Kindle Edition, Location 3706

Huh? 

This quote may seem a little obscure to our busy, complaining and grief collecting minds. (I do not exclude myself from this population...I have an ego lol). Yet there is so much truth in it.

I have been undertaking a labor of some sorts everyday for the last nine days, for hours at a time.  I am delving into this book, studying it, making notes, contemplating it, doing the meditations etc and it literally takes up a good portion of my waking hours.  It has become my daily work. That is why I have not been showing up here.

It seemed at first more of a compulsion than an act of love.  I felt compelled to really go through this book, to seek and draw out the wisdom from it so I can apply it to my own life and to my writing. I never thought of it as something I loved to do.  Yet it is....because what I am seeking and finding in this process is "joyous Self-fulfillment."

This is the type of work I want to do...discover who I am, who you really are, who we all really are  and to pass on what I discover. As strange as it may seem to others and myself, this is my work now...Everything in my life to date seemed to be taking me here. Though what I do here and in other avenues of my writing  goes unrecognized, unpaid, unrewarded with material gain...it is what I feel called to do.  It is a labor of love. I discover and fulfill Self in this work.  Hmmm!

So let's look at the quote and tear it apart so it makes more sense to all of us.

All labor of love is not labor at all, but joyous Self-fulfillment.

When we love what we do, it will not feel like work.  It will come easy. When we do whatever it is we do with love in our hearts, with the intention of serving humanity and the world...we feel the  true joy that comes with fulfilling our true purpose here on earth.  We connect to the One Self we are all parts of.  It becomes a spiritual achievement rather than an ego one.  My reading this book is motivated by my desire to connect and fulfill this Self within me; I write here to help others do the same.  My seeking Self is a labor of love that brings great joy.

Good works are simply love expressing itself and a man whose heart is full of love reckons not the support of the flesh in sweat of his brow, nor does he curse his hours of labor nor begrudge his appointed tasks.

When the work we do benefits mankind ( is good) ...it is simply the spirit, the indwelling Self which is love expressing itself through us.  When I write here, it is something much deeper than me expressing itself through me.  I truly want to serve.  So it doesn't require a lot of physical labor or effort.  I don't strain, push or over exert myself to get it done.  Most poems I write come out in less than an hour.  These entries...3 hours top. I do not sweat it. Nor do I curse the hours I spend on it.  Reading this book...I spend maybe three hours a day/chapter. Ego tells me that is a lot of time when I could be doing other things but it flies by for me. I am into what I am doing.  I come to the table in the morning happy excited about learning. It is my appointed task and I am grateful for it.

Through his love of Life he sees in all work the opportunity to serve

This is another text, like ACIM, with the male dominated pronoun usage lol.   It simply reflects the time it was written. I am okay with that now...don't want to get snagged on the pointers when the message is what we are really after.

When we love Life we see an opportunity to serve in any work we take on.  It doesn't matter if you are digging ditches or performing heart surgery. ...discover how what you are doing serves Life. If the work offers a disservice instead...we do not take on that task.

serve he does, and fulfills himself and God.

Serve! Serve! Serve! That is why we are here.  We are doing God's work and when we do we feel fulfilled.  It is not the money we make or the recognition we gain that is important-those are ego motivators.  If we really want to be happy and successful, we serve with Love. Success is achievement wrought from love.

That simple.

A result of that genuine loving service could also very well be reward. We do tend to reap what we sow.

Wise is the man who strives for fulfillment of the great Self.

All is well.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Inspired

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bonds: Your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction, and you find yourself in a new, great, and wonderful world.  Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.

Patanjali ...GoodReads

I was reminded of this quote on reading Andersen's chapter on success.  It was a quote often used by a now deceased mentor of mine, Wayne Dyer.  ( He didn't know he was my mentor lol) .  We first need to tap into that "Great Indwelling Self"...and the ideas for the extraordinary project will come, the inspiration.  Everything we need will be supplied to us or we will be guided to it. We will open up and expand and we will see the world and every being in it in a new light.  Why? Because we will be working with our Source, not standing in the way. We will be acting from spirit, not ego; from Love, not fear.

Hmmm!

Denying the Negative?

Do not deny negative circumstance.  Simply have faith in what you believe and refuse to accept negative circumstance as final.
Uell S. Andersen, Three Magic Words, Loc 2292

Working through The Three Magic Words again, this time at the exclusion of other teachings...just so I can get a full grip of this.  I am not judging or analysing the validity of what is being taught...just studying it slowly and testing how it feels within me, piece by piece, chapter by chapter.  I am doing the meditations and I am using EFT as I do.  ( I just remembered how Bruce Lipton and a few others have recommended EFT as a means  to putting belief  in our subconscious...and thought why not? Trying to keep this mind of mine as open as possible.)

At the beginning of this study I had issues right off with the author's insistence on " denying negative circumstance".  I am a firm believer that "suffering' exists. Maybe it doesn't have to exist and only our minds are responsible for it ; maybe there is a way through it when we change our minds but it does exist. Throughout the book...negative circumstance and suffering is referred to as "evil'...and I prefer not to label it as such.  I prefer to think of it as neither good or bad...just is.

Today I found some clarification in the above quote.  It is not so much a matter of denying or pretending what is occurring in the physical world is negative.  It is simply about choosing differently.  So something goes wrong...you lose your house in a fire.  It would be strange to think you have to pretend that it didn't happen.  It did and it sucks.  For a while, it is expected, that you will be caught up in the negativity of this.  You will place your faith in the notion that "bad things happen and will keep happening. "  because they did. You have the proof in front of you right?

But...this is putting all our focus on the material world...what it has to offer and what it has to take away....not on the power of the spiritual and mental world  It is putting faith in the wrong direction...on things that will not bring joy, love, abundance and wellness into your life.

You see...according to Andersen's teachings...the mind (the Universal Subconscious Mind, that is) is all powerful. It acts according to whatever thought the conscious mind inputs into it with great conviction or belief. It is our thinking that determines what shows up in our lives. All things are first a thought and all thoughts are simply things.

Hmmm!

So if you have a core belief in this powerful Subconscious mind that says, "Bad things are always happening and are going to keep happening." Guess what?  Bad things are going to show up, again and again in your outer experience. The house fire is an example of that.  You believed it and it showed up.  Whatever belief we strongly adhere to in the subconscious...will become a reality in our physical world. We have faith in what we can experience with the five senses and we could experience this situation as such...so it became our reality.

When we focus on outer world as the final reality...all there is ...because that is all the senses are picking up...we deny or neglect the reality within...the mind and spirit reality ...the real truth.

We can choose another way and choose another thought.  As the thoughts come through our consciousness as they will constantly do ...it is up to us to choose which ones we want to create with...Do you want to keep creating with "Bad things happen and keep happening."? Or maybe with, "Things always work out in the end.  This is a temporary misfortune but things will turn around for the better." ? With the latter you are not denying the fire but you are refocusing on something more positive by recognizing the fleeting nature of circumstance.  Circumstance does not have to determine our inner reality.  Our inner reality can determine our circumstances.  It is guaranteed that if we keep focusing on the 'things will turn around" bit...things will turn around.  Positive things will start happening in our lives.

We do need to deny the negative happenings ...we just have to recognize they are not our final reality.  That reality is determined, not by the physical world, but by the mental and spiritual one.

Hmm!

Something to think about.

All is well

Water, Water Everywhere...

Water, water everywhere...
and the boards did shrink;
Water, water everywhere
nor any  drop to drink...
Samuel Coleridge,The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

We finally have water after five days without.  What a wonderful opportunity to appreciate what we so take for granted....running water, water in general.  As I washed the dishes with my hard earned supply I was so careful not to allow one drop to get wasted.  As I did that I found myself more mindful...more in the moment...holding each dish or cup or fork carefully and rinsing with upmost awareness.  Before I would just grab each utensil without thinking and pour water over each dish allowing so much water to rush down the drain without conscious awareness, let alone concern. Hmmm.

Now I don't want to focus on limitation and I did not want to make this a practice of preservation. I am, after all, studying Andersen's teachings right now and am in the process of convincing myself of abundance everywhere...of the " water, water everywhere" of Coleridge's infamous poem ...not the shrinking and no drop to drink part (the opposite of expansion and abundance) .

I wanted to make it a practice of mindfulness, awareness, presence and appreciation. I am mindful and aware of the water pouring through my faucet in abundance.  I reconnect with the moment as I watch it, feel it, use it and drink it. I appreciate.  I really do...and I want this to continue for a long time after this experience.  I want to remember in gratitude what is all around me.

Now in keeping with the teaching...I did affirm in my meditation this morning that we would have water today and we did.  Thanks, of course,  to D.'s perseverance and ingenuity, as well as the cooperating intelligence of all that is. No longer taking the abundance of Life for granted. Grateful!!!

All is well. 

The Perfect Plan

I have complete confidence that every circumstance that comes my way is part of a perfect plan to convert the image of my faith into physical reality.
Uell S. andersen

Man, I am absolutely absorbed by this book.  I am spending all my time, it seems, on it. When I am not helping with the big plumbing issue we have, that is.

We have had no water since Tuesday.  It started when I  did not realize the power was out after coming in from outside and began to wash the dishes.  We have a well dependent on an electric pump. When I ran  the water when the pump couldn't work  I filled up the pipes with air and when the pump was not turned off after the power came back...the air lock did a number on the foot valve. D. is doing the plumbing himself and though he is getting it done we seem to come up with one minor complication after another.  Hopefully we will have water today.  I really, really want water coming through my faucets and flushing my toilet again.  :)

At first, I looked at the waterless experience  as an adventure...felt like a pioneer woman fetching water ( from my sister's taps) and conserving and protecting my limited resource. It made me appreciate water and the convenience in having it come from our faucets.  Now...I am tired of this adventure and want the plumbing I once took for granted back.

It is all good.  It really is.  It is as it is.  I still see the order and abundance in everything. And I believe it happened for a reason.  This circumstance , like every circumstance, came into my life as a part of the divine plan to "convert the image of my faith into physical reality".  In the perfect plan, if I want water and truly believe that I can have it back...I will get it. The experience  also offered a little opportunity for appreciation of the abundance in this life we take for granted.

I wrote this in May, 2020 (It was written lol) about appreciating water in the faucet.


Tiny Jewel

So easily unseen
by the unmindful eye,
one shiny glistening jewel,
captured in a tiny drop,
suspends so delicately
from the faucet's mouth.

Catching the busy fluorescent lighting
in a flickering of remembering
an ancient history
a perfectly clear lake,
glacial and cold,
 once reflecting  sunlight, moonlight
and mountain peak
in  still and spacious waters.

One tiny expression of
This mighty  Source
now  seemingly so fragile,
at the mercy of gravitational fingers
that threaten to pull it into
the forgotten depths
at the bottom of the sink
you so take for granted.

Yet, it clings  tenaciously to
the last stage of this long
and arduous journey
that has taken it,
in many changing forms,
down snow capped trails,
and hidden streams,
through roaring rivers
and awaiting oceans
to this,
to you,
in hope you will see
the  mountain lake within it.

See the ruby, the diamond
and the sparkling sapphire
in its tiny little presence
 before it loses its desperate hold
on the metal lip of your appliance.

Reach up to capture it
in your cold and open  hand.
Notice it, thank it, embrace it,
and use it wisely.
Recognize The Source
of all things in it.
Allow  its final destination
to be one of restful peace
by showing it that the sacrifice it
has made for you
will not go unnoticed.

 

© Dale-Lynn 2020

All is well.

Harmony or Chaos in Unity?

You are one with every form of life that exists, every inanimate object of your world. For all things are made from one thing and thus all things are one thing, and objects and circumstances exist as the result of conception and desire being projected into the infinite creative substance of which we are all a part, in which we are all one.
Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Harmony or Chaos?

Do you concentrate on finding the harmony, the peace, the cooperation, and the "order" around you or the destructiveness, the chaos and threat? I find myself focusing much too often on chaos and destructiveness.

My house seems to be surrounded by wasp nests.  The aggressive kind of wasps...the big black ones with the white striping. They are nesting on the door lamp outside my front door, on the eave of the garage and on the gazebo.  We cannot get closer that 15 feet to these nests before they start swarming...and there is a lot in each one. Sometimes as many as thirty wasps will come out to attack and defend at once. D. has been stung an accumulated ten times. 

We cannot use the front door...even if we go up towards it...they come flying at the window.  We cannot get into the shed where several things are kept and we have to be very careful going out the back door by the gazebo.  Now this looks disorderly, chaotic and threatening for sure...and even more so for my body being that I am allergic.

I keep reminding myself , I cannot get stung ten times like D. did.  I cannot get stung once. Even if it is only a large local reaction I get...which I fear is not the case...I have to be careful.  I got stung on the thumb by a tiny hornet two summers ago and within 6 minutes my hand and arm was so swollen I couldn't separate my fingers. When I got stung by a wasp as a child...I swelled everywhere it seems, vomited, and passed out.  I don't want to take the chance of another wasp sting. Yet there they are all around my house, diving into the window to get at me when I look out.

Seeing  disorder and potential destruction?

I do not want to harm them.  They have as much right to life as I do.  Yet...it isn't safe for me or anyone who doesn't know better and attempts to use the front door to have them where they are.  So we decided to "humanely" encourage them to leave.  Don stood a distance away and sprayed two of the nests with the hose. We had hoped that they would sense their environment was no longer suitable and fly off into the sunset.  Not the case.  They just got mad and even more defensive and offensive.  One nest was pretty much wiped out...but still they came back again and again in an attempt to rebuild.  Each time they came back they were more aggressive and more determined. We sensed more disorder and the potential for destruction.

Nature is actually quite orderly and constructive

Then it dawned on me that I...all of us here...were focusing on the destructiveness of these creatures, on the disharmony and chaos they were adding to ''our" lives. We did not recognize the other side.   They are probably much more constructive than destructive.  These are pollinating insects...they serve a very important role in ensuring that life continues to flourish around us. I stand back now....way, way back...and watch them build their homes, watch them in their determined perseverance to keep going in the restoration project, so they can create, multiply, live.  I watch how they work together as a team  and witness  perfect harmony and order.  I see peace in their relating with one another and peace with how they relate with nature (man with spraying hose excluded).

I had a choice, I realized.  I could keep focusing on my fear and how they could "destroy" me...or I could focus on the order, the harmony, the peace and "goodness' these little creatures add to this world.  By focusing on my fear I add more reasons to fear...I become much too aware of their nests, their numbers and the threat they pose to my body. The more I focus on the negative,  the more these wasps keep multiplying, and posing a posing a risk.  What if I spend more time focusing on the good they do and leave them alone and let them be until their time comes ( one more month, I believe) ?  Can I do that? It feels so much better to focus on peace rather than fear.  I was even able to go up to the window and watch them yesterday (through some thick glass lol) and they peacefully went about their business.

All is well.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Weeds or Flowers? You Choose!

Given the proper suggestion, the Subconscious Mind will manifest success from failure, health from disease, prosperity from poverty, friendship and love from loneliness and isolation. For nothing is impossible to the Subconscious Mind and it operates entirely by suggestion.
Andersen, Uell S..

Hmmm!  I am studying Uell S. Andersen's Three Magic Words right now and am committed to only focusing on those teachings until I am done.  But Serendipity will do as serendipity seems to do when I am focusing on any truths...it will offer me the same wisdom in another form as if to validate what is being taught. Today...I came across a video from Eckhart Tolle, The Essence of Universal Abundance.  Though  I was resisting other teachings, something made me stop and listen.  It was, of course,  basically reiterating the same truth, validating, in a sense, Andersen's teachings. One truth from One Source...right?...it is all one truth.

Deprived?

We often feel that the world is withholding from us, don't we? We often feel that the universe is depriving us of love, money, health, success, recognition etc.  The more deprived we believe we are...the more "deprived " we become.  Did you notice that? I certainly have.

Why is that? 

Now I don't want to get into the "law of attraction"  even though I  believe a natural and spiritual law of mental creation exists.  I just don't like what was "done with it"...how it was put out there and how we were encouraged  to use it. So I may not refer to it as such, k?  Yes our thoughts, more precisely our beliefs , create our external reality.  I have spoken about that many, many times. But the mind that creates is powerful and divine. It is not helpful to humanity,  to waste its energy trying to manifest a 1,000,000,000 dollar mansion or a new Porsche that will not bring us any closer to that which we truly seek...understanding of Self .

Andersen uses the term, Universal Subconscious Mind to explain the infinite everything that creates everything when conscious mind suggests things to it with great conviction. Scientists may call this creator infinity. Eckhart Tolle, in the video, called in the One Source and  Essence of Life.  I call it God.

Why doesn't it seem to be giving us what we want when we place our orders?

If it is loaded down with "prompters", convictions and beliefs that the world is limited and so are we; that we are unworthy and being punished; that we are vulnerable to sickness and despair, than we will be.  No matter how many times you affirm in a mirror that "abundance is coming my way"...it won't come if these prompters are growing like weeds in your psyche. You have to do something about the weeds.

In other words:

• Know that you create your world with your thoughts!  Accept that fact, allow it and be grateful for it! 
• Know what you are suggesting.
• Become more diligent about what you allow into your mind, what seeds you plant, what seeds you water.
• Stop watering the  weeds that are there.  Recognize the weeds in your mental garden and then do your best to ignore them. 
• Focus your attention instead on the flowers. Recognize the abundance that exists around you...in you, in nature, in life. The positive and the "good" will always take the place of the negative and "not so good".
• Open your eyes to the truth of the Life force behind them that is greater than you could ever be but at the same time know  you (and the flowers)  are a part of.
• Appreciate what is.  Fall in love with what is. If you want more, first love and accept what is.
• Know that all abundance, the fullness of Life,  manifests through you .
• Know that it isn't about "owning" anything.  Just know that all forms, including your body and intelligent mind, are simply a manifestation of essence.  It is contacting this essence that is important.  That is what you truly want.
• Give and you shall receive. ...but don't give for the purpose of receiving.
• Know that manifestations of this Great power want to be recognized.  Therefore recognition of abundance around you will draw abundance to you .
• Trust in this universal power to provide and support but do not demand and expect it to work a certain way, at a certain time and in a certain place,  for your personal preference. There is nothing personal about it.
• Know you are abundance!

Hmmm! Something to think about.  I will be back.

All is well.

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Eckhart Tolle ( August 12, 2020)  The Essence of Universal Abundance. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIp6m9V04aI

The Power of the One Mind

Thy life is an image inexorably cast
By the pictures that form in thy mind
And that which thou see'st is that which thou hast
see'st thou evil, and evil is thine.
?? Opening to Chapter Two, Three Magic Words

When I first read these words, all the words that open the chapters of this book ,I had to question where they came from.  Sounds like Shakespeare, doesn't it? Or a poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson or an excerpt from  Milton's Paradise Lost?  It really doesn't sound like a poem a poet in the 1950's would write, does it?  I didn't see any acknowledgement of another writer and he does not give credit to anyone else...so I assume  they are his words.

Change the idea of a thing and you change the thing.
Earnest Holmes


I know ! I know! I need to finish up those lessons in ACIM...but I am like a Grade Three student with ADHD...all over the place lol.  They will get done but for now other things are grabbing my attention...and all the things that do, I am glad to report, remind me of the lessons in ACIM.  There really is only One Truth, right?  No matter how it is written or expressed.

Right now I am revisiting, Uell S. Andersen's Three Magic Words.  I gave it a quick read months ago.  I then did the meditations on a daily basis a month ago...but I meant to sit with the teachings and really examine them.  Are they different than the other things I have been studying?"Yes".  Are they the same? Yes.  Neither the same or different.

I do see many of the things Andersen writes about in ACIM: the One Mind, the power of thought in creating our lives, how evil, pain, suffering, disease, lack, limitation, "wrong doing", sin.etc is all just illusion. When we recognize it as such it can dissipate into nothingness.  Anything that is "good" ( they do use those terms throughout the book..."good' and/or "bad'...but I see it as that which helps us get closer to truth and that which makes us realize we are in err) is truth...the most "skillful, helpful, clear minded path" as the Buddhists might refer to it.

There is great wisdom in this book. It echoes of the same wisdom found in parts of the Bible, the Tao Te Ching, Buddhist Dharma, The Yoga Sutras as well as ACIM. 

Evil is the great illusion of all time. ...
If God is a God of Love, He did not create evil.

Only then will you know that the erect and the fallen are but one man standing in twilight between the night of his pygmy self and the day of his God-Self.

How do those words make you feel? Do you see evil as a fear-worthy something outside yourself or as some kind of a dream you created with your mind? ACIM also claims it is simply an illusion a dream.  Evil, I guess, would be that which makes any being suffer.

Do you still see God as a vengeful parental figure or as the pure formless essence of Love? If you believe the former you will believe evil is something "out there" that could hurt you and others.  If you believe the latter, you will believe that God could never harm us...that He ( and I use that pronoun loosely as a pointer) would never want us harmed or suffering but that He has given us free will to choose how we express the Love, His Love that flows through us . If you believe the former...you probably have circumstances showing up in your life that you deem as pleasant and unpleasant.  You probably work hard to avoid punishment and when something goes astray you may believe you did something sinful or wrong to justify that punishment. If you believe the latter...you may peacefully flow through life no matter what circumstances come your way.

We are neither good or bad either...we are simply evolving from thinking, feeling, doing that which leads us away from truth and that which leads us to it. We are all moving towards God.

God is neutral, our thinking isn't.  Thoughts with strong conviction become beliefs stored in the Universal Subconscious Mind ( Which Andersen says is God) .  It is the creator of all things.

If you have strong thoughts about bad things happening and you have faith that they will...these thoughts become prompters or core beliefs in the Subconscious Mind.  The Subconscious Mind is neutral...it doesn't judge what you think...it just acts on it. It acts on those beliefs that have a lot of faith and conviction behind them.  It manifests what you are believing into physical reality.

Not only that...it is not your Subconscious Mind...though you are apart of it and it is in you.  It is every being's Subconscious Mind...meaning that you are not the only one inputting strong thoughts into it.  You can create an experience for your neighbor with your thoughts if they are made strong with conviction.  Your neighbor  can make one for you. It is therefore very important  to be selective in what thoughts you allow into that head of yours...Choose carefully which ones you water and allow to grow.

The door is always open to admit the positive, the good, the beautiful and the aspiring.

Hmmm! So much more to learn and share.  I will be back.

All is well!

Andersen, Uell S.. Three Magic Words . BN Publishing. Kindle Edition.

Going Deep, Beyond Identity

Many of us are trapped on the surface level of existence with our egoic self but "know'' instinctively that something isn't "right", that something very important is missing from our experience.
-Eckhart Tolle ( paraphrased)

Hmmm! As I wrote yesterday I have been pondering over the need for specific outer world identity.  I still, embarrassingly,  seek to make the ego into something others can "Ooooh" and "Aweee" over but at the same time I know it isn't right.  I know this creation of an "idea" of me in mine and others' minds will not sustain me, will not fulfill me.  No matter how many books I get published, how many "oooohs and awes" I get 'out there' for whatever I say or do...there will always be  more important stuff that I am missing.  That thing I am missing is actually not a thing...it is formless and eternal...nameless and never changing.  It really can't be identified as any'thing' but at the same time, it is every'thing'. The thing I miss is connection to who I really am.

Who Am I?

Who am I?  Who are you...really?

Deeply within us is another identity...what Tolle refers to as the "Essence Identity" .  Are you aware of that?  Do you sense yours and are you living harmoniously and mindfully with your essence identity? Or are you stuck on the surface level?

Many of us go through life focusing on building the identity of "little me" while ignoring the  very essence of who we are. We are taught that this materialist world we live in...made of matter, thoughts and emotions...pleasure and pain...is all there is to our existence.  It is our only dimension.  Surviving here means having a "strong" form identity.  That strong  identity can make us appear superior to everyone else or it can make us appear to be victims...either way these are identities we create and cling to...and work diligently to strengthen...in our mind only.  They are in actuality only "ideas". Attachment to these ideas is quite normal but  insane

It is a dreadful state to be in, but it is normal...normal is insanity. (Tolle, video below)

Going Deep, Beyond Identity

If we truly want to transcend this surface level suffering; if we truly want to live in a higher state of being, experiencing peace, harmony and Love more often...we have to go deeper.  We do not need to keep building identities of "me, my and mine'' on the top layers.  That will never fulfill us.  We need to go to that level of consciousness that is deeper than personality, personal history, or any role we play.  This "essence identity" can only be found there and it isn't yours and it isn't mine.  There is nothing personal about it. It just is and it is looking to express itself through you as well as me.

Human Consciousness Evolves Through You

Human consciousness is attempting to evolve through each of us whether we are open to it or not.  If these words I use as pointers make absolutely no sense to you right now...you are not yet open.  If they do make sense, even just a bit,  and you find yourself with your hand on your chin saying, "hmmm..." as you slowly begin to look inward beyond your thoughts and ideas of who you think you are, to that quiet still spacious something on which all surface things of form arise and dissolve...then maybe  you too are open for a little evolving to come through.

All is well!

Eckhart Tolle Now ( February 2019) Who Am I? guided Meditation with Kim Eng. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qk5dlmylOZk
(recommend this guided meditation over many others)

Eckhart Tolle (June 23, 2020) Ego Identity & The Path to Inner Peace. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcsgCytw1BA