Message in a Bottle
Dripping with my truth,
the pen transcribes
a message
onto crisp paper.
In a cursive
awkwardly mastered,
loops and twists
scratch out the first
of the inadequate words :
"Dear Reader..."
I know not who this reader is
that I write this message for....
it matters not
to the being
doing the dictating.
Lost in the call,
with little to no
thought of outcome,
I bleed out my learning,
my life,
teaching, writing, sharing
until my hand is tired
and the loops and twists,
despite their longing
to be eloquent,
become exhausted
broken symbols
that are difficult,
to decipher.
The message,
I must trust,
transcends the scribbling
in its clarity,
extending beyond
the mere page
with little help
from "me".
Done,
I sign a name,
comfortably heavy
in its obscurity,
before lifting
the now inkless pen
from that which
it so lovingly
made contact with
only a moment before.
I roll the paper,
and this truth it carries,
ceremoniously,
into a tight little cylinder
before stuffing it,
into the narrow opening
of the somewhat resistant
glass bottle I have selected.
I seal it in preparation
for its journey.
Standing on the shore line
of eternity
I close my weary eyes
and with breath sucked in
I swing my arm back,
then forward
and with quiet reluctance
I let go.
This
message in a bottle
is pulled up and away
from my grasp,
released into
the ocean's waiting arms.
When I feel
the cool splash
of its departure
on my satisfied skin,
I know
my job is done.
What happens to those
scribbled words
is now
out of my hands.
I may never know
where this message
will end up.
The waves of Life,
not me,
will decide its fate.
Maybe,
its destiny will be forever
entwined with the ocean's,
bobbing up and down
with every crest
and trough ,
beneath eternity's
endless skies.
Or maybe...
it will be guided
by fate's tides
to some
distant sandy shore
where it will be pulled
onto the beach
to lay quietly,
collecting the suns rays,
glistening in the spectrum
of its color,
until it is noticed.
Maybe ....
a passerby,
attracted to the
reflection of light
coming from this
well travelled glass container,
will bend to pick it up.
Maybe,
the bottle will be unsealed
by these same curious,
serendipity -trusting fingers,
and the paper pulled out.
Maybe....
what I have written
will be read
and maybe ....
it will be received
with
openness and awe
while the reader gains
even just a speck
of wisdom
from the life lessons
I have painstakingly transcribed.
Or maybe...
the message will lay
where it has landed,
unnoticed and unread
forever.,
And , with no eulogy or epitaph
to lift it from insignificance,
slowly buried
beneath the wind blown sands
it is resting on.
I do not know where
this message in a bottle
will end up
or if and how
it may be received.
That is not mine to know.
I did what I was here to do,
I wrote
and I let go.
I release that
which was never mine
back to the Source
from which it came.
© Dale-Lynn, May, 2023
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