Blocked

There is no rule on how it is to write...Sometimes it comes easily and perfectly.  Sometimes it is like drilling rock and then blasting it out with charges.
-Earnest Hemingway ( https://www.suttermedia.net/5-quotes-from-ernest-hemingway-may-help-writers-block/)


Fifteen years ago, around this time I received a call that my sister was gone.  Fifteen years have passed.  Hmmm! 

I have had her story open in My documents for weeks now and I have such a hard time getting to it, for some reason, always finding a reason not to go there.  All I have to write is 1000 words a day... I write more than that in my sleep lol...why can I not go to  this story and give it 1000 measly words a day?   I just get this pit in my stomach when I look at where I am at now...this big ball of blocked energy...a sign that healing is necessary.  Hmmm!  This story will be my healing and it will require my healing at the same time.  What does a person do with that? 

I want this story to be very well written for her sake as well as my own.  That holds me back too.

Ticker is actually acting up as I think of that...go figure.  I will somehow find my way through this rock and then I will blast the story out of me somehow.   I know I will feel tremendous  relief as a result.

It is all good.