Weird?

 Weird: very strange and unusual, unexpected, unnatural.

Cambridge Dictionary

"Weird!" is a word that always triggered me. I have had a life long fear of being seen as different, of standing out enough to be be noticed in the not so nice way, of not being like the others, of disturbing and causing waves. I always knew I was different in so many ways...I seen things differently, my heart picked up and felt things differently, and my mind worked differently than those around me. I spent my life trying to squish the different down, to be like others so I wasn't seen as "weird!" I was very, very sensitive to and triggered by that word. 

I am done with that I think.  I want to embrace what it is about my thinking and feeling and percieving that is so different from the masses. It is pretty cool. 

I want that word "weird" to get past my resistance and trigger whatever is left of that internal wounding so that it can finally be released. I want to be free of that which blocks the energy that carries  no differences, no judgement, no distinction in it. Bring it on! Call me "weird!" if you need to.:) 

All is well!