When will I learn?
When will I learn
that I cannot force the flower to bloom before it is time,
that if I reach down to pull the petals on this blossom open
that I cannot force the flower to bloom before it is time,
that if I reach down to pull the petals on this blossom open
they will not come easily or willingly,
they will cling to life source in the middle?
If I pull even harder,
determined to see
a beautiful rose in bloom
before its time,
I will succeed at nothing.
I will tear the tender petals away
from that which they cling
and, rigid with immaturity,
they will sit in my hand until
they brown and wither into nothing.
The once lovely and perfect
potential of a rose will then
potential of a rose will then
bow her innocent head
to me in submission,
curl up and die.
When will I learn
that if I stand back and allow the rose to be,
not bothered by the clock's tapping fingers
or the hurried pace around me,
she will unfold at the most precise and perfect moment,
a moment planned by a Divine Master of absolute timing?
When she blossoms,
independent of my controlling fingers
she will be ready,
her lovely petals will stretch
like the graceful arms of a ballerina
like the graceful arms of a ballerina
as I watch nature's breath -taking performance in awe .
When will I learn
that I cannot rush the caterpillar's transformation?
If I poke at the chrysalis
with the tip of a stick
I will indeed pierce the soft silky flesh
of it's protective womb.
I will see the beautiful colour of wing
within the hole I have created.
I can then tear away the remaining cocoon
to grab the transforming creature
that was once trapped inside.
But the wings,
I long to be inspired by,
I will soon discover
will not open.
In their incomplete transformation,
they will be sticky and wet.
The butterfly will not fly.
It will never flutter away
in beautiful speckled patterns of colour.
in beautiful speckled patterns of colour.
It will instead lay down in my hand and die.
When will I learn
that if I allow nature to be
in charge of the whens and hows
in charge of the whens and hows
the way she is meant to do,
the butterfly will emerge
from his tight cage when it is ready?
from his tight cage when it is ready?
At that perfect moment, it's wings will open
and it will fly away towards its purpose,
the magical transformation complete.
When will I learn that I do no good
when I try to help the baby chick
escape from the shell it is poking at?
If, when I see the vibrations beneath
and the cracks appearing,
I take pity on the creature inside and break through
to free it from the shell that traps it
I will do more harm than good.
What I will find instead of a
grateful healthy bird,
is a tiny bundle of gooey feathers
that struggles to breathe.
It will surely die in my hand
as it gasps for air it cannot take in.
When will I learn
that if I sit back and watch instead,
excited by how much stronger each peck is getting,
amazed how much work the little bird is doing
to get itself out of its entrapment
I will eventually be laughing at the antics
of a fuzzy little chirping fowl
that is strong enough to breathe on its own?
When will I learn
to be patient and to trust
that life has its own perfect timing,
its own agenda,
and its own perfect order.
The perfection of my life will unfold exactly
when it is meant to,
in the way that it is meant to.
I do not need to rush time,
to force change,
to help others who do not need my help.
I just have to be
as God molds me into something
magical and perfect.
When will I learn to be?
Dale-Lyn December 2014
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