Friday, January 17, 2025

Students Showing Up for the Lecture?

 Well...I am now up to over 300/day readers or hits or whatever you call them.  I don't have much faith in those numbers.  I do not think I am reaching 300 people ...maybe some bot activity again.  It's okay...all I need is a couple of students in front of me and I will lecture. 

Who am I kidding?...I still come here when there is no readership. lol

(I wrote this yesterday and felt embarrassed in making the assumption that I was a "teacher". [Still have that battle between shamer and redeemer ego within me. I go between trying to redeem myself with the role I had in the past and the concern I still have about what others might think...even after all my practice. lol] I am not a "spiritual tecaher" ...just  a learner.  I make that lecture analogy based on my times in a college lecture hall...and how silly it would seem to be lecturing to empty seats.  I never did that before in real life either. Though I am convinced sometimes the sudents wished their seat was empty during some of my lectures lol.)

It is all good. 

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