It is lovely out there.  Every morning there is a little more light at this time...a reminder that spring is coming. Everything seems so still.  Picture perfect.

I slept so much this weekend...well until last night...ugh!!!  oh well...I did get more rest.  I did.  I think I am somewhat ready to face the busy week ahead.  I need to really slow it down though.  Since the ER visit I have been noticing that it takes even less to make me feel funny...weak especially and though I haven't had to take nitro because every little bit of discomfort I had since then went away with rest...it is definitely still there.  Amazingly my pulse is still up and I am assuming my BP is too.   That is really good!  Even before I went to bed my pulse was above 50. Still, I need to take it as easy as possible.  I am going into work to finish off this busy week...it is the end of term for my patho class and there is no way someone else could come in at this point and evaluate the final projects or write the final exam.  I need to do that...as well as finish off the marking in other courses.  I will get everything up to date as much as possible just in case my energy depletes to the point of me having to leave prior to Friday. Then I will need to think seriously about devoting myself to rest.  I can't fall a part at this point...things are really just beginning for my sister and my kids...my kids, my kids need me well right now. I will get through this...we all will.  As it is meant to be.

Worried about A.  He is so busy looking after me , he isn't looking after himself and he is in another flare up.  We make a great pair.

Sister still hasn't gone down to Moncton yet.  I didn't get into see her yesterday.  I really needed to sleep...that is all I seemed to do yesterday.

All is well.  All is as it should be.